im here now..school is close in 2 days time.well,she is in the middle of the cirle..being crowded by them as though as she is the only best...everyone is with her.how i wish i was not there and so as not to see what has happened.
and now,we are apart. why there's no space for us? why must we be interferd by them? why must i get the only one?
they only thought of her feeling.and not mine...i wish,i could change.and leave them alone.won't disturb them.this song that i am listening contains of my life.it's like my life who was been hated by them.and the drama,it's just like what happened to me.
being cheated by someone. being played by someone. being a stealer by someone.
am i that sort of person who only get a usual life.not like others?i can't get it rid of the happiness of them.
i hate you
`Story Written @
12:59 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
`DAY 2;
dear diary,
im here 2day talking abt her.she is always with him.why?
she laugh for no reason. she smile for no reason. she unhappy for no reason.
she is trying to attract them.if what i think is true,i'll not be her friends anymore.nt even to my other friends..I will get out from them..n be alone like what i am 4 the last few years.i thought,with them,i would be more good,more better.bot i was wrong.
they change me lots.they chnage my attitude.they changed my mind of someone whom i love.
coz they like them coz they want her with them coz they dont want me to be with them
im here for once.but she was here for twice.it's really unfair.
I hate you
`Story Written @
8:03 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
`DAY 1;
dear diary,
hey!itz e day 1 of my life..i hate her..she's some kind of doing things 4 him..aniwae,am I really like him?If so,why dont i say it 2 him.why must i keep it?
coz,he love someone else. coz,he like someone else. coz he care others. coz he hate me/
am i that bad?am i that rude?why am i not so interest to my friends.why must they be withher alwae...saying that she's the best,among the rest.sheé better than anyone else.
must they compared with others? wondered.she's not the prettiest in the school.she is not the best in the school.she is not popular in the school.but why must she react that way?
i hate you
`Story Written @
2:31 AM
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Try to remember
Try to remember when the time you hurt me
When my life suddenly change.
Try to remember the time you make me laugh
That's when I felt happy
Try to remember when you hurt me most
And that's when i hate you till now
